I always get things on PS4 when possible, even if it would be smarter to get it on PS3 to save on PS4 harddrive space or for free multiplayer. It's just nicer to use for so many reasons beyond graphics.
It's like, oh I could be working on my fun hobby, but I know I should be working or doing something productive. But for what purpose? I'm at constant dead ends, and the only way I can get out is if I work REALLY fucking hard. Only problem is wokring really fucking hard could be potentially completely for nothing, since so far that's how it's been in life. Not really seeing a point in working that hard
not desperately miserable as such but everything feels like a dead end
This.
Like, I've been in a much worse place mentally while in school, and my life has only been moving in good directions, but the stress involved with needing to have a good and stable income so I can get my own place and get myself financially independent... I'm still not all that convinced of my job security or my ability to get a higher salary as long as I'm part of a small startup.
I also recently found out the girl I've been dating for a little bit now is very, very, very into group sex. And it's going to be something that potentially breaks our entire relationship because I'm not cool with her getting railed by other guys. I suppose I should just google around and see what other people felt in this situation, but it sucks because everything else is working out perfectly fine. But a guy messaged me recently letting me know that she's been complaining about it, I confronted her this morning about it and it's absolutely tearing her apart. She wants to be with me, but also has these very intense sexual desires. I pretty much have to choose to either break up with her or stay with her and let her do this. Just makes me feel sick thinking about.
But hey D&D this week should be fun, been reading up a ton about it and getting some really good ideas watching other people play