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Poision Envy
2016-01-07 02:07:45 am
Club 27 Goals
I mean I'll have friends in the area too, in fact Spidey-Widey will only be a handful of hours away, so I'm hoping to get some people over to make it a bit cozy.

Quote from DJGrenola:
I find making friends much harder than most people though so I just sort of ended up accepting being on my own all the time, it does massively fuck with your head though, easy to get paranoid

Yeah honestly being alone with my own thoughts is pretty terrifying since often times I go into a very self-destructive mode if I allow myself to think of myself for too long. Pretty much the only way to kill it is by putting on some shows or podcasts or streams or something to make noise and listen to. It might be something I want to pursure in the future to get help with but meh, I like to think it's a temporary thing
DJGrenola
2016-01-07 02:09:20 am
I think that's very common, ubiquitous even
DJGrenola
2016-01-07 02:11:31 am
I like to think that most people would just crack if they spent as much time alone as I do but I've felt lonely my whole life so I'm pretty well conditioned to it by now
DJGrenola
2016-01-07 02:12:38 am
plus I'm at least half insane
Poision Envy
2016-01-07 02:13:14 am
Club 27 Goals
It definitely builds up strength somewhere, or at least makes one pacified to those feelings. Honestly I feel like humans can be conditioned to become used to anything, as long as it's gradual enough, and depending on their mental fortitude
DJGrenola
2016-01-07 02:14:17 am
easier when they're younger, but yeah, I think you're basically right
DJGrenola
2016-01-07 02:15:02 am
I mean it's the principle on which psychiatry is based, that the mind is reprogrammable
Poision Envy
2016-01-07 02:16:31 am
Club 27 Goals
I've always wanted to take some of those classes in college, just to learn more about it, but I feel like I have a decent grip on it already but I don't wanna be one of THOSE people who think they can mentally asses other people
Toozin
2016-01-07 02:18:07 am
Not impossible
just highly unlikely
Quote from Poision Envy:
I've always wanted to take some of those classes in college, just to learn more about it, but I feel like I have a decent grip on it already but I don't wanna be one of THOSE people who think they can mentally asses other people

Sounds like you have daddy issues.
DJGrenola
2016-01-07 02:18:15 am
just read a psychology textbook tbh
Poision Envy
2016-01-07 02:18:21 am
Club 27 Goals
who doesn't have daddy issues
Toozin
2016-01-07 02:18:46 am
Not impossible
just highly unlikely
Adam
DJGrenola
2016-01-07 02:19:51 am
yeah when you think about it that guy was abandoned by his parents as a baby, no wonder he came off the rails
Poision Envy
2016-01-07 02:20:19 am
Club 27 Goals
like, from the adam's family? I have absolutely no clue
DJGrenola
2016-01-07 02:20:24 am
actually he was never a baby was he, oh well
DJGrenola
2016-01-07 02:20:45 am
no I think he's referring to adam from the book of genesis
Toozin
2016-01-07 02:20:54 am
Not impossible
just highly unlikely
Biblical Adam. God made him out of dirt. He technically had no father.
Toozin
2016-01-07 02:21:15 am
Not impossible
just highly unlikely
If you want to count god as his father though he had some pretty major daddy issues.
DJGrenola
2016-01-07 02:29:01 am
dude sacrificed one of his own ribs for a girlfriend too, that's some desperate behaviour

<lenny henry> imagine if you could do that today? lonely, ugly guys would have no ribs left, they'd hardly be able to stand up
Poision Envy
2016-01-07 03:02:43 am
Club 27 Goals
on the bright side of moving, a female friend of mine up there who works at this like, crafty type store (hobby lobby I think was the name) told me she wants to help deck out my apartment with like, some sort of cool theme. She sketched out some ideas on paper, there's like these LED plant things that glow colors, she wants to hook up some black lights for the ceiling, and some badass warlock-looking tapestry stuff on the walls. So that seems pretty fun to look forward to
Toozin
2016-01-07 03:07:52 am
Not impossible
just highly unlikely
That sounds big pimpin'.
DJGrenola
2016-01-07 03:08:16 am
heh, not like anybody wanted to do anything like that for me when I moved in here
DJGrenola
2016-01-07 03:08:36 am
was just me on my own like it always is
Poision Envy
2016-01-07 03:08:39 am
Club 27 Goals
well move over here and we'll set up a friggin' sweet metroid lair just for you and we'll call you momma brain :D
DJGrenola
2016-01-07 03:09:30 am
i'd be tempted if the US immigration service wouldn't turf me out 30 days later :P