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arkarian

2015-12-01 10:52:32 pm

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static mode

Poision Envy

2015-12-01 10:52:57 pm

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oh, there we go

arkarian

2015-12-01 10:53:43 pm

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i fixed it

arkarian

2015-12-01 10:55:25 pm

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mmm parvati

i need to get some new parv pics

Poision Envy

2015-12-01 11:00:51 pm

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the actress? or the god?

Poision Envy

2015-12-01 11:00:58 pm

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or perhaps, that's one in the same in your case

arkarian

2015-12-01 11:12:19 pm

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the one in my avatar

survivor 3-time player ;)

Poision Envy

2015-12-02 04:10:44 am

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oh, is she hindu? It's quite a unique name

Poision Envy

2015-12-02 04:11:19 am

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I guess she looks paaaartly Hindu.

DJGrenola

2015-12-02 05:01:28 am

fucking taxes man

I'll probably be able to take a fucking accountancy exam once I have this done

Poision Envy

2015-12-02 05:07:11 am

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Dude, become an accountant, shots easy and fun

Poision Envy

2015-12-02 05:07:29 am

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But nah it doesn't seem creative or challenging enough for ya

DJGrenola

2015-12-02 05:08:09 am

yeah my university girlfriend became an accountant and that's all I really need to know about that profession

haha, I'm mean, she was a lovely girl really

Poision Envy

2015-12-02 05:08:18 am

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I'm still surprised you havent gotten sucked into being an engine dev for some startup game that you're strangely attached to and passionate about. It'd really fit you

DJGrenola

2015-12-02 05:08:53 am

well it's because I have no motivation to achieve anything because everyone who ever really cared about whether I succeeded or failed is dead

Poision Envy

2015-12-02 05:09:08 am

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:(

Poision Envy

2015-12-02 05:09:26 am

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I mean, I care, it seems like you can do a ton of cool shit dude.

DJGrenola

2015-12-02 05:10:03 am

and I haven't worked for so long my resume is basically a blank sheet of paper, and I was pretty phobic about applying for jobs even before that happened

DJGrenola

2015-12-02 05:10:43 am

just had no support like ever, and everyone I've trusted has betrayed me, it breaks your spirit

Poision Envy

2015-12-02 05:11:51 am

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Resume are a thing of the past. Nowadays, with kickstarter and shit, groups of friends and turning into companies.

I'm sure an opportunity could come along and you'd get sucked in given the chance.

But yeah, I hear you about the trust thing. Not sure if you've mentioned therapy in the past, but that shit really really helps

DJGrenola

2015-12-02 05:13:35 am

there have been a few people recently who have been banging on at me to get psychotherapy, I have done it before although it didn't go hugely well for a few reasons

I'm thinking about it, one issue is that until I get this tax shit sorted out I don't know how much spare money I have floating around, need to know whether I can afford it

but yeah therapy is difficult and painful and it's not a process I enjoy going through at all, but it may happen maybe next year

Poision Envy

2015-12-02 05:15:11 am

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I know with your situation group therapy probably isn't favorable, but it's something to consider. One on one is what I always preferred.

And you have insurance yeah? Do they not cover that?

DJGrenola

2015-12-02 05:17:18 am

no I don't, most people don't have insurance in the UK because we have nationalised healthcare that pays for treatment, at least we do for the time being heh

but psychotherapy is so oversubscribed on the national health service you really have to pay for it unless you want to sit on a waiting list for 2 years

Poision Envy

2015-12-02 05:18:12 am

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Wow, that's intense. Sounds like being a psychiatrist isn't a terrible career choice over there, if the demand is high.

DJGrenola

2015-12-02 05:18:17 am

you can get private medical insurance, some companies offer it as part of job perks, not too many individuals take it out off their own bat though