kinda excited? kinda. I don't know. I'm just not thinking about it until it happens. I still feel like crap right now, I've been fueled by caffeine all day because I got very very little sleep last night. I kinda want to throw up. actually I really want to throw up.
I'm just going to get home, chat to my friend, see what he says, and then go straight to bed.
A: He feels the same way. yay happy ending. B: He doesn't feel the same way, we continue to just be friends like we have been this whole time. C: He doesn't feel the same way, and he hates the fact that I like him and decides to never talk to me again.
worst case is C, and if that happens then I can start making moves on a girl who I already have my eye on.
I'm just going to get home, chat to my friend, see what he says, and then go straight to bed.
"Straight" seems like an odd word choice.
BOOM!
Yeah, I'll just show myself out.
Okay that was pretty funny.
Pretty sure im like 90% straight. 4srs. You can be "in love" with a dude without being totally gay right? And what if the guy is really femmy? Then it's like, only half as gay as it normally would be! It's not gay if its a trap, right?
I actually don't think it matters much. I mean obviously there are people who really care about that sort of thing, but whatever those people are assholes. You like who you like.
I actually don't think it matters much. I mean obviously there are people who really care about that sort of thing, but whatever those people are assholes. You like who you like.
Yeah labels are stupid. I think we both have said that multiple times now.
The only thing im worried about is if it turns out to not be my "thing" then he might be kinda hurt by it, know what I mean?
That's part of life though, a shitty part, but not really avoidable unless you aim to be a soulless shell of a human. Though in that case you could make infinite dollars writing for CBS comedies!