A higher being stands in your field of vision. But you don't see it standing on a part of the environment like ordinary people that you normally perceive with your shallow vision. It's positioned on a platform from another overlapping plane, which makes the being appear to be emerging from deep space. The atmosphere of this being blurs indescribably through the layers of your mind, similar to the dissolve of thoughts during the waking experience, except 1000 fold. The ordinary environment you used to perceive as real is now flat and static like an obvious motion screen backdrop used in movies. This supposedly absolute universe encasing you amorphously becomes nothing more than some high-tech apparatus intricately linked to this hub or terminal you call a body. An entire expandable universe in a box that can be dismantled remotely from your very own personal standalone terminal. After you snap out of a trance which seems to have lasted for time immemorial, you realize that there's no escaping what you see. All the conditioned senses of geometry, traveling from one place to another, motion, get broken down as it becomes increasingly apparent that they are all illusions in the fabric of time and space; constructed concepts of reality set up in a sense of continuity to shelter and distract yourself away from a greater reality. Going to sleep, remembering past days, hiding under the blankets, thoughts of the future; all your precious concepts would be revealed in their obvious transparency to this alien being which can penetrate all those fragmented layers of mind which you refer to as self.
The being penetrates your mind and gives you a small sample of it's power. Just this sample would block all the activity/motion/substance you've ever fathomed, every moment in your life suddenly converges to a single massive focal point paralyzed in anticipation of what might happen next. Normally such a point at the antithesis of self would be at rest during the expulsion of a being, but your minds activity would be so intercepted by this alien that there would be no rest during the process. There would just be an inexplicable moment upon moment of being something with no further action. The innermost being inside you would continue to lose against this overwhelming opposition as it does whatever it possibly can; absolutely anything. It's quite apparent that your fragile existence and this being are at ends with everything that you are, because it knows exactly everything you know and beyond. It can inexhaustibly predict your every move, your every thought, further than you'd ever want to feel responsible for knowing.
Your mind increases it's struggle in absolute confusion to process what's happening. Still nothing. You've deeply accepted that you're this alien, and that you can't even measure up to a minute sample of its power. Yet you still inordinately try like a benign virus to at least secure some of the the information in the host sample, which would very vaguely outline this aliens self at the deepest, darkest levels. But you're easily exposed as the virus that you are. But the being doesn't destroy you. Instead you get get processed like a metabolic reaction, but still gain no passage into the grandeur of this other being's mind. It's tapped into your mind as if you were made to be an outlet. Compared to it's power, you are merely a host, it's puppet, a relay station to conduct transport signals, an antibody of it's larger body of intelligence. There is no you independent of it's will. When you thought you were conscious of yourself, it was the being leaving you on autopilot until it returned to it's home away from home in your mind's faculties. The being has gained all your secrets, and they're none of your business, because you have revealed to it that you're nothing but a lame substitute of it. To the being, your struggle for existence would be a generous increase in your bodies energy. It would use that energy, your entire, being, your soul, and you would never even get a trace of this beings mind until you're subject to it's direct will.
Not sure what's going on here, but Kenny told me to post this here.
[18:06] <Dazuro> ... [18:06] <Dazuro> fucking lol [18:07] <Dazuro> I just found a guy saying "christianity is the oldest religion because it says that adam and eve came before any other religion could have existed" [18:07] <Dazuro> thats.. thats a new one [18:07] <Dazuro> ive seen a lot of idiotic arguments, but never that